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Well. Lets see. I'm feeling a lot better. Less sick, less angry, less depressed. I got so fed up I guess there was nothing else to do but feel better. It started out this morning when my dad and i were being really obnoxious. lol He made me breakfast adn we annoyed my mom then he bought me a Cappucino and picked Riz up and we went to school and the only really intresting thing that happened was when Jeff forgot Rachels calculadora and threw an entire bottle of gatorade at me and it pissed me right the fuck off. Then I went downstairs then To Bio Lab..*shudders* Mrs Allen had to hold the frog while i cut the sides of its mouth. Its really bad the first few minutes then just idk lol. Then Eng..we went to the Library and figured out Sticki is 3 inches taller than Morgan lol. I always thought Morgan hated me. Guess not. lol Ummm what else happened..Oh I saw Steve. Yeah, I'm done with Simon. Not in a bad way. Just, idk. I like Steve and if Simon doesn't wanna date me, fine. Steve likes me..so yeah. Oh yeah!!!!!! My mom bought me like 10 pairs of pants and a couple shirts and a coat yesterday. Like outta nowhere. It was crazy. Chelsea wants me to stay the night tonight but I'm not up for it and Idk, I like her but she doesn't get it.I don't not want to to be like mean, I just..idk. Dad picked me up from school. Now I'm here just kinda sitting here. Might go be ambitious. Might not. Idk where my mom is. She should've been home by now. But she isn't. I bet she got mandated (forced to work another shift) . *shrugs* going to make food...
*Please tell your friend
That I'm in love
And if he laughs
Just tell him your joking
Just let me know
I'll cry myself to sleep
Alone again.*
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Not feeling to great. Horrible actually. Sick to my stomach actually.
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[02 Feb 2005|08:10pm] |
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Update..lets see...I hate my life..I can't stop crying. I don't know where the fuck my best friend is. I don't know what to do anymore. Maybe I should go see the fucking shrink like my parents say I should. Maybe I really am as fucked up as my mom says I am. Maybe I truly am worthless.
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Omg. Hey guys. Mandi did my layout!!! ISNT IT AWESOME!??? :) Just wanted to thank Mandizzle. lol Now I'm out...<3
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[02 Feb 2005|06:03am] |
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Good Morning. Here's full update. Yesterday, I got up at 6:40..And dicked around till 9:30 and showered and got ready. We ended up not leaving till like 11:15. The resturant was okay. But it wasn't like I figured it would be--It was like, lowscale. Not to be dumb or anything. Then we went to the mall :-x. My mom went to Victoria Secret's and wouldn't buy me Love Spell or Peach Passion and I was pissed. Then Dad and I screwed around doing really dumb stuff in the mall--It was HILARIOUS. By this time it was like 4 and I was like *gets angry* Then after we're done they're like K, time for the Rez and Cosignment Shop. I'm like RARR!! The rez didn't take long, but The Cosignment Shop did. Mom was in there half an hour. So then it was like, 5:30. I'm like shit we're supposed to pick Rachel up for the game. So we end up going to tops so I can get a dollar for the game and I have to call Rachel from a damn pay phone lol. Then we went to the game and yeah. I stayed online till 10. Went upstairs and felt really really weird. So at like 11 I get up to go pee and I puke. And I throw-up for like 10 or 15 minutes. It was horrible. Then, the worse thing was, I did something I haven't done since I was like, 5. I crawled into bed with my parents and fell asleep. I felt like shit. I still feel like shit. I got up at 5:30 and showered now I'm sitting here waiting for my clothes to dry. Well, I'm gonna go take some medicine and stuff. Mucho love.
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[31 Jan 2005|09:43pm] |
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Hey guys. I wrote a huge update earlier. Then my computer froze. I was really sad. Over Simon, Pointe and other crap. Now I'm alright. I still really wanna talk to Simon. Sticki's arguing with Someone. And I feel bad cause I know how deep it gets her. I'm talking to Jeffykins. Simon has a game tomorrow.
aLiKiNs2545: go to the bball game tomorrow.
BurninToast83: it funny
BurninToast83: like ho ho ho jolly fun
dumbass...Then Richard has a match thingy for wrestling on Wednesday and Then dance thursday and Sticki's game friday. Oh jeeze. I love my boys too much. Not saying Sticki's a boy but meaning Simon jeff and Richie. I love my boys! I hate Valentine's Day. Espically not having a "Valentine". Dude, I got Finding Nemo valentines:D I really wish Simon liked me....
*TaToRtOt*(Ashley's new nickname for me)
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[31 Jan 2005|04:34pm] |
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THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Ali
2. Alikins
3. Albert or Allen..the loving nicknames from my family.
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. aLiKiNs2545 (current one)
2. beckings3 (first one)
3. CheeseFairy182..err..lol
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My eyes
2. My sense of humor
3. My personality.
THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My weight
2. My hair..well, the length anyways
3. My nails lol
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Italian
2. some English
3. German
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Losing my friends/loved one
2. Dying alone/Being alone
3. Hurting someone deeply.
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Singing
2. Dancing
3. Listening to music
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Jeans
2. Black Dancenter Hoodie
3. My shiny Hello Kitty underwear lol
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS/SINGERS:
1. GC
2. YC
3. DC
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. 1,2 step-Ciara..lol
2. Beautiful Soul-Jesse McCartney
3. Since U've Been Gone- Kelly Clarkson
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS
1. Lose more weight.
2. Get better at pointe..obviously
3. GROW MY HAIR OUT
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. Honesty
2. Trust
3. Someone who cares
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (no order)
1. I love to dance
2. I love music
3. I hate...Someone:)
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Eyes
2. Smile
3. Jaw..I don't know, its hard to explain
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Be sane
2. Calm down
3. Hate someone with a passion.
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Dancing
2. Singing
3. Playing Soccer
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Take a nap
2. Eat
3. Talk to Jojo, Simon or Pascal
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Web Designer
2. Teacher
3. Idk
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Italy
2. England
3. Jamaica
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Get married/Have kids/ the works
2. Make a difference in someones life
3. Either dance professionally or pro soccer..haha probably won't happen..but oh well
Hey guys. Thought I'd give ya a survey for shits and giggles. I'm downloading music right now. My day..here we go...
Corner-met Sandy's cousin George..had mega fun
Gym-played badmintton(sp? meh) with Jessie Joyce and Heidi
English- Talked about Schindler's List..Made fun of Sticki with Morgan..Got named "Tator Tots" by Sticki
Bio- got new seats..I sit next to Alaina..would be cool if her and i were friends..did test corrections..81 in bio
Math- did stuff. Got 100 on my midterm! :D
Crafts-sat and talked to Katie and Mandi
Lunch-chilled with Eli,Kate,Richie,Brandon,Simon and Riz..:)
Chorus-Sang. Finally! *Stared* at my love intrest
Spanish-got new seats..Sit next to Joyce, Behind Casey..got a 78 or 71 on my midterm..have an 86 in Spanish
Global-nada. I hate that class..
Now I'm home. Tired. Wow its almost 5 holy shit. I really should go do something other than the computer. I'm feeling sick. Dad disappeared again..He's gonna be drunk..Great. My toes hurt....OH YEAH OH YEAH OH YEAH GUYS ALLISON GAVE ME MY PICTURES OF BENJI AND JOEL FROM KISSMAS BASH! :D yay Byes
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[30 Jan 2005|04:25pm] |
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Ashlee Simpson-Nothing New |
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 | You scored as Spring. You are SPRING. Ever optimistic, you readily greet each day with an open mind, and with gladness in your heart knowing that even should life share its dimness with you, the sun -will- come out.
Spring | | 95% | Summer | | 70% | Fall | | 65% | Winter | | 60% | </td>
What Season Are You?
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Hey guys. Johanna helped me do a layout. Yeah. I went to Sunday School today...Then hung out with Alex,Jeff and Joyce and then we watched this movie in Sunday School...and then we all walked to Kwik-Fill cause our teachers let us out 10 minutes early and Alex bought us food then I walked home and did stuff and that stuff led me up to now. I'm kinda bored. I wish I had the energy to put all my pics up on here. If you wanna see em, IM me. But now I'm out. Mucho hearts.
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